The track is a deeply personal, "soul-bearing" ballad that reflects on themes of , loss , and addiction .

: It begins as a quiet, "deceptively calm" piano ballad before building into an intense electronic crescendo .

: Tortoriello stated he wanted to show the "beauty and despair" of delusion and mania rather than relying on common media tropes like straightjackets .

: The video portrays a "unique love story" that visually represents mental illness and mania .

"" is the breakout lead single by Dawn Golden , the solo project of American producer and singer Dexter Tortoriello . Released in March 2014 , the song serves as a central piece of his debut full-length album, Still Life , which followed his 2011 EP Blow . 📽️ Music Video Breakdown